ok, i'm officially sick of calling people out..if you want to go out, call me...i'll only call people whom i know actually appreciate me....


and i hate people lying about stuff



but ohwell...i dont need a whole bunch of friends...just a few are good enough




and all these made me do something which i may regret

somehow, i think katy perry is cute...in a weird way


anyways, i think screw the 2 years of waiting and thinking of what i want in a girl....i'm on the up again....and i think i have my mojo back....from a year plus ago....THAT mojo....


game on :D

woohoo...i might be going to visit my aunt in australia alone...which = duty free cigs


anyway, going to ngee ann later for awhile to meet paul then i dunno what i'm gonna do after that..so yea

i feel like writing a song about addiction...hahaha


i'm addicted to green tea
i'm addicted to smoke


but after all this addictions growing stronger,
i don't think it'll make my life longer,
but i don't care what happens today,
i think i'm addicted to you

i've got basically nothing to look forward to in life right now cept for saturday soccer...the only things that've been keeping me company are facebook and football manager and myself....and plus its like if i leave the world now, theres nothing that i'll leave behind at all...but i've been through this phase once and i'm gonna keep going strong...i seriously wonder how i'll be like in 10 years time....and i'm damn worried my thinking has matured too fast....i need to be my age

i've given up calling some people out cos whenever i do they're always busy...no doubt when i see them i'll say hi la but nothing more than that...but anyway, i realised i can actually just like chill alone, go out alone....its quite a good feeling...lets your mind relax...

and i realised my mindset and mentality has changed since last year...i'm more mature now..much more...THIS IS A FACT: i dont look at girls as often now......but thats partly cos i dont want to get into any shit with a girl til after NS so i'm trying my best to just be friends with the girls i meet...


anyway, see ya

i realised that i've been numbing my emotions....which is really really really bad because i've been this emotionless person who can't get hurt...but getting hurt is a good thing...it shows that you're still a human...i'm going to take steps to sort this out...wish me luck

the past week has been crazy in different ways...and countdown to ns enlistment day...

anyways,



every once in a while, you're lucky enough, to meet an unforgettable friend
for me that is you

ok, i admit i've gotten over you already but i miss you...but i know that we've changed alot and i know things will never be the same again...that's why i'm gonna let this just go to history...i know i dont want to see you ever again and i know you don't want to see me too...our lives will be better off this way...actually basically, i just miss your company.


anyway, sorry everyone else for this emo post...i didnt intend to be emo so early in the year but yea....




when we collide, we break